*(not) YOU (anymore) *

-(not) YOU (anymore)-

You're  the first thing in my life

You're  the shit one that i love

You're (NOT)the light in my dark (anymore)

You're (NOT) the brightness sun ever (anymore)

You're (NOT) the sweet kind of life (anymore)

You're (NOT) the blood to live this life (anymore)

You're (NOT) the reason i wake up this morning (anymore)

You're (NOT) the grace (anymore)

You're (NOT) the bliss (anymore)

You're my damnshit one

You're the fucking guy i can  stay without (anymore)

You're the Jerk i wish i could forget

You're (NOT) the moon (anymore)

You're (NOT) the star in my sky (anymore)

You're (NOT) the sorrow i really want to be with

You're (NOT) the everlasting, i swear you

You're (NOT) the one i tell to my child soon 

You're (NOT) the greatest story (maybe the greatest for hurtness)

You're (NOT) the ground where i step my feet to (anymore)

You're the nightmare i wish i didn't meet before

You're (NOT) the sweetest thing i have (anymore)

but, you're always on my mind (stupid me)

You're (NOT) the thing i wanna grow old with (anymore)

You're (NOT) the last thing in my life (anymore)

 

*nb : sepenggal kata2 yang pernah aku tuliskan untuk seseorang yang telah memberiku "pelajaran" hidup..terutama perasaan..dan disini aku ingin mengklarifikasi atau merevisi semua kata-kata itu. emoticon2 itu juga perwakilan perasaan yg pernah ada..terurut

seperti lagu nya Andra and The Backbone (kayaknya sii YOU demen banget ma ni lagu) "maaf kan kata yang tlah terucap..akan ku hapus jika kuu mampu"

tenang ajj..elu udaa gw maafiin..forgett it..and move on